Thursday, March 17, 2005
hello. i am supposed t read thru my first aid book now. but i don't knw why am i here. anw. i am just very very sleepy now. i don't knw why too. probably because i slept only two hours on monday and i cant seemed t catch back my sleep. mhmm. second day of first aid is of course as fun as the first day. but our neos really sucks or smth wrong's w our attire. i think i am going t wear sec2 lsc tee tml if i cant find another round neck and baggy top. cos my jeans are super loose now. I LOST 4KG! haha. that was when i was sick luh. and now i think i am back t my normal weight. haha. i am not supposed t grow fat. ohkay. enough of that. so anw. i was visiting euodia's blog before i post this up. i looked at the first post, i felt so sad ohkay. mhmm. my poor euods, i really wished she can cheerup.
mhmm. forget t mention that we heard that song "AT THE BEGINNING" when we were in kfc eating ytd. and it is very sad. cos it is being played during farewell when all the sec4s and tisiana have t leave us. more on tisiana's part. mhmm. i can still remember all the time i had fun w her laughing lke some nuts before/during/after camp. i can still remember that we were so tired but we still laid the tents/tighten the knots/giving prep talk w charis. but these are lke a film playing w/o sound. doesnt that sound familiar. yeahh. it is from the song "GRADUATION". i really have t agree w this part of the lyrics. i cant really remember every single word we said/joked about. but i still can remember the scenes where all these things happened. especially on the part when we suan the other coy of camp. and i laughed and laughed lke some nuts. and t tell you the truth tisiana, i still cant control my stomach muscles luh. they are lke aching aft i laughed for a few seconds. harhar. bad stomach muscles. i miss all those days. and I MISS YOU TISSY! i don't knw what it will be lke when it is our batch t be the ones t have t say goodbye t the others. mhmm. that will be in 2 years time.
oh. and next song euodia mentioned "NEVER BE REPLACED". uhhuh. i think what i am going t write below. only two person can understand. first is me. then is cat. there's actually another party. but i bet that someone will never get t visit my blog. mhmm. i knw i break my promise and everything. maybe when you knw the real truth, you will say i am very self-fish and i am a big liar. yeahh. i am one. probably, there will not be a day when i am going t tell you the truth. everything just fade off me. in one go. probably because of the stress load i have in school. mhmm. time will just heal everything, i hope. and i think i am happier than how i felt 1-2 months ago. yeah. cat should understand how i feel. I MISS YOU CAT! :(
mhmm. i think this enough for the day. need t study my darling first aid. especially the bandage part if not i will probably fail tml. and waste my 72 bucks. haha. yeahh. goodluck t me :D
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